zzz...its 4.15 am now. Just now finally I had given up waiting, went to my bed, but I kept tossing and turning, can't get to sleep. So here I am, in front of the laptop again. Strange...I am supposed to be dead tired and wanna sleep the whole day after a camp. But how come the opposite happens now??? Sigh...wonder why I have to fall for a close to perfect guy, the one who seems uncaring and gives a one-word answer mostly when I ask him questions. First time I experienced it. My first crush...the first guy to ever make me cry (beside my brother). Sigh...again, I wonder why does hearts exist. If I have no heart, I won't be able to feel all the pain, all the heartbreaks. Then, I won't cry and waste so much of my tears. The other time I cried cos' I miss the person so badly. Now cos' of his cold treatment. My tears...are they worth it. Another perspective: Is he really worth it? Can somebody please tell me?????
I hope that my eyes are blind so that I won't be misled by appearances. Only then can I use my heart to measure a person, and not using my eyes.
luvangel2003 believed today at 4:14 AM
