Thursday, October 29, 2009
darwin's death made me realise that life is too precious.. bad things happen to good ppl, tat doesnt mean that god isn't in control. bad things always happen to good ppl. e impt thing is to decide whether to keep e faith or to let go of it. through darwin's death, his father was saved. chris said that its exchanging one life for another. expensive, isnt it? but to me, it is god using one life to impact another one. :)
luvangel2003 believed today at 12:32 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
haha suddenly rmb when u said to me...r u dumb or innocent? i am chasing aft u, cen...i admit, it does make me smile. :)
luvangel2003 believed today at 2:09 AM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
hmmm had a fruitful combined cg meeting. feel e presence. yeah sometimes, we really need to know how to wait for god to respond, instead of doing things solely on our power. yeahs...
things have changed around for e better...issit? surely :D
j...call me back!!!
luvangel2003 believed today at 1:42 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
mugging wif bro :D he is studying for his thurs' geog exam. i am mugging for?? hmm not e test today. busy researching e essay. hahaa its not even 10% done. dont know when will i finish it. sigh haha
luvangel2003 believed today at 3:06 AM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
hmmm j i dunno if u will b reading this...bt she is a really good girl. i like her. get her!!! excellent opportunities dont come twice :D
luvangel2003 believed today at 4:42 PM
the fight to independence...i had never wanted it. i had never even thought of leaving my parents' side despite of all the little fights we had. then why? i had never even fought for independence. then why? is independence that easy to attain? i thought all independence need a form of struggle?!
hmmm so i am left with one genetic lecture now. phew...glad. i know i had been really slow. but i still got to do my pre lab, lab and post lab also. besides...i need to find my frens too. so ask me why am i slow? cos i have a life beside studying haha.
went out to meet ratna's sis ytd. she was in spore for holiday wif one of her fren. brought both of them around city hall for shopping. then in the evening, met jo for dinner. ate at kenny rogers. well....both of us dint finish our food. then we went gelare for waffle! half price on tue haha. walked around then went face shop to buy nail polish. and we ended the day aft tt. haha...short day but enjoyable :D thanks jo!
luvangel2003 believed today at 3:26 PM
hahaha totally mad. got 3 more lectures to complete for human genetics. gonna slp nw. had a long day. church...den tuition at nite. soooo super tired
luvangel2003 believed today at 2:18 AM
i know i am supposed to be sleeping right now. soo tired, but i still got 6 more lectures to listen to =.= maybe what u said is true. i am venting my stress on my body. i am scared to sleep. i dont know how to take care of myself. but it is not ur prob anymore, isnt it? :) you'd been the most impt person on my life at one point of time. i had been blind, however...maybe looks do matter. j, having better looks and much better personality too. maybe this comment kills you. but it is not my prob anymore, isnt it? :)
hahaa okay sounding quite emo these few days. but surprisingly, i still manage to hold it together. my sanity, mostly. that has been continously attacked by you. arent you glad?
hmmm but quite happy de. watched the ugly truth just now. nice and funny comedy. except hate the ending. i want e gal to be with collin (i think), the doctor. life has taught me that the handsome guys...the perfect guys, may make a better choice. at least when you have regrets about the r/ship, you will know that you fall in love with him cos of his looks. ugly guys h/o...you will be wondering why you decided on him on the 1st place. yeaps i am wondering too what if things had turned out different.
watching christian songs on youtube. wondering why most christian songs would have the religious debate in the comments section. you dont believe in our god, just steer clear. dont need to create some pointless debate what...
this day...i am wondering where you are.
luvangel2003 believed today at 3:23 AM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
heax he called at 4 am...seeing that i am not asleep and just blogged about you. wasted half an hour of my precious life.
you asked me why i get sad over his departure? cos i am a human...naturally i will get sad if someone close to me has left me. dont you? the question is as lame as "why people die"? yeaps i think its as lame as that. i dont know what made me pick up your call. nope i am not angry with you anymore cos of the things you had said...i am just annoyed by your childish behaviour.
and please dont be so childish such as to say...i will not move on until i see you holding hands with another guy.
1. i dont hold hands for public display
2. i am not involved with any guys right now. you dont believe me when i said it...and okay, i dont care anymore
3. why should you so stubbornly clinging on to me? you are a guy! when a girl dont want you...just get on with it!!!
you asked why you are worth nothing anymore in your eyes? cos after hearing the words that you said...your value in my eyes has simply depleted to zero. you dont mean anything anymore. and for god's sake...stop bothering me anymore. if all guys are like you, i rather be a nun. but there are other guys on this earth...thank god! byebye "the guy" :)
luvangel2003 believed today at 4:28 AM
realised that i have 11 lectures to complete by this week. drew...i am like you. many sleepless nights =.= but it is good, takes my mind off certain things.
yesterday you called again. can you please stop asking me of the same thing? it is in the past. and things will never get back to the way you want it to be. i have let go and moved on. cant you do the same thing and get on with life?!
love at 1st sight? nope its a love myth. but maybe 1st impressions are correct. i never thought much about you at 1st...and i realised i am correct now. you are not a little more than a jerk, arent you? the person who knows who you are. thought the whole world of you...and yes, you are the true gentleman. thanks for letting go, j :) time will heal all wounds. not all...bt most of it, at least :D
okay back to the lectures -,- i hate studying now. studying is fun when you study out of want. but under compulsion? gaah studying is just very hateful.
luvangel2003 believed today at 3:52 AM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
i dont understand why some parents dont love their children. is it only an act? deep down, they really love their children but they dont know how to show it cos their parents have never shown love? maybe its cos they had grown tired of being responsible for their children, for sacrificing for their children? but most parents chose to have children in their first place. everyone knows that having children is not like playing a game...you can quit whenever you want to. maybe its because parents are disappointed with their children? they should not even have a child in the first place if they are immature and not willing to take responsibility. the hurt they can leave on the child may be there the whole of their children's life. so why? i dont understand, i'll never understand...but thank god for good parents.
busy with studying nowadays. hmmm after not studying for so many months, studying seems quite enjoyable. it gives me a purpose in life. so just now i went to yishun in the afternoon...den went to city to meet hoon. she studied, i didnt cos i cant concentrate. in the end, talked...messaged...msn-ed. and the time passed real quick!
btw sam will be going into army later. haha so that's the last guy...before jehan of course, who will be going into the cage sooo long later. wonder if i will be able to send him into army in the future. i am thinking too far, arent i??? :D
oops i got a letter to write...i just remember :3 so sorry drew~have been busy with school and other stuff! okay off to sleep now...maybe...
luvangel2003 believed today at 2:09 AM
