Tuesday, October 16, 2007
tts wat so special abt u...in e midst of ur business, u still makes time for me. someone who taught me about sacrifice....and compromising. :) thanks for the moments...
e time is short but meaningful, just like a shooting star...Labels: YOU
luvangel2003 believed today at 11:25 PM
bt i realli cant stand ur unfriendliness and ignoring you...
i dun have the energy and capability to ignore you anymore...
i dunwan our story to end this way...please...
but i dunwan to get hurt all over again,
and let my friends heal my wounds all over again...
slowly, i am beginning to draw back...
yes, i give up...
and slowly, i think i am beginning to let go...
this is the right time...
YOU taught me that i need to let go sometimes, not to cling on too tightly. now i will practise what you had taught me, my teacher... thanks :)
i can smile now cos of u
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:44 PM
A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.
Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.
Each waking moment
since the
day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.
Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked,
"Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousyl
ike it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very
alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered,
"Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her
house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,her heart
had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note&
his handwriting said:
"I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this timeI loved her
too."Labels: i love you but you ignored me
luvangel2003 believed today at 8:58 PM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
a message for YOU!!! you who knows that tis msg is for u bt dunwan to admit tt its for you
but i still love you and i dun wanna let go of it...mmrs will surely remain...but i dun wan mmrs oni!!!why do you keep havin me on? sayin tt "you do" one day and the next day, you act as if nothing has happened the day before??? i hate you!!! you see it now??? NOMORELOVE. i am so sick of u and ur lies...back off from me!!!Labels: nomorelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 11:40 PM
zzz...feelin real bored now. i know i gotta study for maths, but i realli dun hav e mood to.
sigh...y am i begginin to b like tis???
promos r totally hopeless. 2 more papers to go. shagged...bio is utterly hopeless...chem essay is even worse than bio...omg, gotta tink wat i gonna do if i kena retained
nomorelovelove......yea,no more...
when you said it, do you realli mean it or r u oni havin me on???Labels: nomorelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 11:34 PM
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
hehex...i am strong! i am sure i'll be able to get thru' all these...heartbreaks, promos...all are nothing compared to what i'd been thru' previously: separation from parents, "abuse" by my bro few years back, fighting alone against my guardian...these are just mere setbacks, compared to cockroaches. what's a few things that make me cry? well...i may be a crybaby...but these are only minor things that makes me cry for one or two days...compared to other things that make me want to cry for alot alot of nights...i can be strong...
"gal, you can do it, i noe you can" ^^, love youdearie...thanx for allLabels: i love you but you ignored me, itsyouagain, lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 11:18 PM
i dunno...in a relationship, i learnt not to get my hopes too high up...not to trust others so whole-heartedly, not to cling on other people too hard...but i dunno why also, after i get hurt every time, i will commit the same mistake and in the end, i will get hurt all over again...new wounds keep overlapping on the old ones that haven't fully healed...and there...the scar remains. old wounds...new wounds...4 days left, why he have to do that???to make letting go easier later on???
i wanna hate my prince...refuse to reply to your sms-es or chats, refuse to see your smile, your back...i wanna stop dreaming of you...cos in my dream, you seem so sweet. but when i woke up, i realise that i'd only been living in a dream and here i am, forcefully thrown back into reality...i wanna stop smiling at your silliness, your ignorance...but somehow, i cant. i am still living in la la land...i cant hate you... cos hating a person is too tiring...it consumes too much of my energy...
no, i dun hate u cos of ur ignorance, your unfriendliness....cos u show me care in the least obvious ways...i wun hate u...move on, love...i will always be waiting...right here at where you have left me...you will always be my first...first guy, first heartbreak, first person hu hav hurt me but i trusted so much...
i will pick u the pieces tt u hav left n i will move on...bt the moments...i won't regret it. e most beautiful moments of my life...if i could turn back time, i would hav chosen the same path...fall in love with you all over again...spend our moments all over again...get hurt all over again...i will go thru' everything again...willingly...thanx love for being a part of my life :)Labels: HURT, itsyouagain, lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:42 PM
y am i so dumb? i should hav trusted kor frm e start. he hurts me alot, today make me smile, tml...cry. y must i believe his words? he onli can hurt me, and nothing else...
nomoreloves
Labels: nomorelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:06 PM
