call me a coward...maybe that's what i am. i am not ready to trust anyone again. they are nice. but to me, the concept of a family is not people who are stuck by circumstances. but those who, when given a choice, will still choose to stick by us. i am not ready for another "family". i dont know if i will ever be ready for another time.
sometimes, i just feel like shouting. sometimes, i just feel like being rude. but i cant, cos i know it will hurt those whom i care about so much. cos some people definitely think that it is easy to move on. cos some people think that if other people are nice, you are not supposed to hurt them and you are supposed to embrace the people very readily into your life. so far...i just kept silent.
luvangel2003 believed today at 12:42 AM
at starbucks now (again!) with my dear girl, someone that i can always insult hohoho!
goodbyes are not always the end.
i know that better than anybody.
so why is the feeling still here?
idk why am i feeling this way
can you, for once, keep up with the pace?
or before walking away, can you look back?
luvangel2003 believed today at 6:37 PM
many things came up this wk. had been a busy wk, but fruitful one alas. troubles may come. it is your choice of how you react to it.
luvangel2003 believed today at 3:24 AM
thank you for the times you stood by me :)
these few weeks have been passing rather rapidly. i went morning pm last week and this week...went to sch. also played badminton this morning. agreed that pm is good :) empowered!
somehow, i can't find any other inspirational image to create other than the ball in water. ahahah! its good being like a ball in the water. with more pressure you push it, the higher and faster it will bounce up again. cencen, way to go!
life getting quite mundane. should take up a challenge real soon. if not, life gets too boring >,< style="font-style: italic;">
One thing that I desire in my life Lord
To thirst and hunger after You alone
With all my heart and soul
With all my strength and love
To worship as Your glory fills this place
Deeper in love with You
Deeper in love with You
I love You more than anything in life
Deeper in love with You
Deeper in love with You
Oh how I love You Lord
:)
luvangel2003 believed today at 7:25 PM
