4th of june today. 8 more days to go back indonesia to be reunited with my family. i havent seen my father for like...6 months? i miss him loads and chunks! yupps going to be soooo FAT when i come back to s'pore again. haha. just hope that i never shoot up to 100kg!!! abit impossible tho'...but surely will get fat one lorh during holidays at indonesia. late night supper with my father, blackforest cake, my mother's homecooked food (esp potatoes!!!) haha see what i told you? i'm gonna get FAT cos of the food. and not forgetting ice cream?? but i need to remember to fast also, thrice a week! wonder if i can succeed, with my mum who keep telling me to eat, with my father who is SCARED THAT I WILL FAINT OR GET SICK when i fast and all the temptations. i can hear the food calling me to eat them...LOL
talking about my father, i do love him alot alot. i want him to get saved and we can go to church as a whole family on sundays. whenever pst pray for families during occasions like christmas and new year, i will feel something missing, cos my father is not there with us. i want him to lead the prayer like some other fathers do. so for now, i'll be the prayer warrior first before he do it. :):) i remember once, xmas 2005, i managed to drag my father out to church for xmas service. it was the only time we prayed together. (well...my father was not praying but it was great being together in prayer...papa, mama, dede, and me). it was so touching until i cried alot alot when i was praying. yupps i want more of those times...
21 days of prayer of fasting. i'll tell you i am guilty of only managing to pray for one hr during the first day. the rest of the 2 days i only managed to pray for 1/2 hour. but to me 1/2 hour is already an achievement, cos i used to pray for only 5 minutes (BLUSH!!!) but i gotta grow in prayer...somehow. yarh praying for one hr is tiring. cos aft about 1/2 hr or 3/4 hr you dont know what else to pray about. haha. but i'm persevering. :):) cos i'm more than a conqueror.
i want to have the jesus dna. i want to be a servant. cos my whole body is made up of laminin. dont know whats that? google it and see what shape it resembles :):):) YARH your whole body is made up of sacrifice.
luvangel2003 believed today at 9:04 PM
