hehe...totally shagged. dont even know what i was really doing yesterday night. just remember watching drama, while typing out my story (which i dont know if it will ever finish!) so at 4 am, i was still msging my fren and wondering if i can wake up the next day for service. but here i am, waking up too early for service, but being too late for prayer meeting. so i am waiting for jehan and jansen now :)
life might get hard. but i still find the energy to laugh and smile at every little thing that people did for me. you may think that i may not notice it, but everytime you carry out my "punishment" because you were late, i would be hiding my smile. gaah haha i know that you wont be reading this...anyway...except if some people chose to share this blog, which i meant to be a secret! yeaps thanks for the effort to make me smile. even tho i may not be able to smile on the spot, but when i thought about it at night, i would smile. not at the jokes you cracked, or trying hard to please me, but merely your effort is able to bring the smile back to my face. thanks <3!
i know these few weeks have been very trying for you. i may not be able to stand beside you. but remember that god is always near. even when all the things seem to be going very wrong, god is actually there, giving you strength. so jiayous <3 :) no matter what happens b/w us, you will be able to believe it, right?
you know that the part of me will always die after this. cos you have been a part of me. and now i am learning to let go, and live on without you...my oxygen. so please dont make it even more difficult to step away...pls...
luvangel2003 believed today at 8:15 AM
