Tuesday, October 06, 2009
i dont understand why some parents dont love their children. is it only an act? deep down, they really love their children but they dont know how to show it cos their parents have never shown love? maybe its cos they had grown tired of being responsible for their children, for sacrificing for their children? but most parents chose to have children in their first place. everyone knows that having children is not like playing a game...you can quit whenever you want to. maybe its because parents are disappointed with their children? they should not even have a child in the first place if they are immature and not willing to take responsibility. the hurt they can leave on the child may be there the whole of their children's life. so why? i dont understand, i'll never understand...but thank god for good parents.
busy with studying nowadays. hmmm after not studying for so many months, studying seems quite enjoyable. it gives me a purpose in life. so just now i went to yishun in the afternoon...den went to city to meet hoon. she studied, i didnt cos i cant concentrate. in the end, talked...messaged...msn-ed. and the time passed real quick!
btw sam will be going into army later. haha so that's the last guy...before jehan of course, who will be going into the cage sooo long later. wonder if i will be able to send him into army in the future. i am thinking too far, arent i??? :D
oops i got a letter to write...i just remember :3 so sorry drew~have been busy with school and other stuff! okay off to sleep now...maybe...
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