Sunday, November 08, 2009
hmmm was my bdae ytd. somehw...nt really looking fwd towards that. ate cakes (grow fat!) and pressies. usual bdae stuff. sometimes, i feel tat it is beginning to be a ritual. bdae...u expect a cake and present and bdae wishes. hmmm no wonder dear said tat a bdae is jz like any other day. idk wat leads to the lack of expectancy. maybe cos i dont hv my parents to celeb bdae wif me. mayb cos the whole bdae thing has become such a routine tt i hv to go thru every year. mayb cos i am getting older, meaning more responsibility...which i hate a lot.
but going through this 20th year of my life with a new hope for the future. hoping that my dad's biz will pick up soon. do well for studies. new level of spiritual growth. bro to be more committed in his walk wif god. and i forgot sth most impt! my father's salvation!!! and other secret wishes ;)
yeaps feel that life is almost perfect. r/ship wise...may nt b successful. bt grateful to god that he has been so patient n loving with me. grateful for e facts...even tho my father hving some difficulties...my parents still hv a loving marriage (eeks sometimes still make my hair stand with all their kisses n wanna go 2nd honeymoon stuff!!). yeaps and my parents may nt hv a lot...bt they gave their best for me n my bro. also thank god for my aunt...who has almost been my second mother. loving me, playing the bad guy role in discipline. best stay over is at my aunt's place! thank god also for the world's best bro. recently had not been really talking a lot and sharing a lot of secrets with him. but really grateful for all his care. and lol jehan!!! thanks for your head pat just now arh. makes me feel like the younger sis ==. for the wonderful cg friends...i really cant thank god enough. they had been almost like my second family in spore (well...tat doesnt mean that i cant miss my parents okay!) fen...e best cgl cum friend. who shamelessly seek for care n concern haha! glad to giv u all my LOVES gal!:D (bt i mz consider other ppl who cant wait to shower their love upon u oso waT! so i mz share!) cheryl...irritating at times bt well, cute n pretty fren :D jo, my wonderful buddy!!! (work is tiring jo! but just hang on okay. next month, we mz schedule regular dinners!) jer...for being my 'crush', bt like another gal arh! (hmmms tat indonesian trip hor...wait for my aunt to come back. cencen lazy plan 1st haha!) ronald...e oni one tt can make cheryl behave haha!!! :D yeaps. hexing...naggy at times, bt has a really good heart. sam...for listening? (i hate you sam!!! =.=) abby...for being my sch fren n almost like a close sis! shopping khaki LOL! (dont come late to sch already la...paiseh lerh ask isaac book seats for us!) marv...being the boyfriend :) (and cfm-ing abby's words which seemed ridiculous at 1st!) jan...for being the one who always gets bullied by the grand cencen to bring home her bible and notebk frm cg or svc haha (come back soon boy!!! :)
just realised i typed a lot. tsk...verbose post. sorry peeps :D
hoon for being the faithful fren throughout!!! hmmms ur niceness hor...cant describe here. too open. ah ya bt no matter wat...i still nicer than u la! mx...e gd fren who acc me for e weird lessons like bio n MATHS! freaked out =,- xy...
the boys...thanks too!!!:D
oops lappie batt dying. gotta stop blogging and end this loooonnnngggg post!!!
luvangel2003 believed today at 2:11 AM
