recently, i have ppl asking me why i don't want to get baptized. idk why. i feel that it is a joyous occasion. at least my loved ones should be there. but those that matters are slowly leaving. god...is that it? our paths meet, our hearts intersects, only to be separated in the end...evaluating if it is worth it to give my heart fully to the people around me. is it worth it to get hurt over and over again in a cycle. is it worth it to constantly stab myself with a knife. indeed, before we meet, we are strangers. path crossed, and we became friends. is it still worth it to still consider us friends even after you left? it is much too painful to get left behind...you know...even more painful than the one who walked away
luvangel2003 believed today at 8:51 AM