i love u so much that i hate you
i want you to live so much that i want you to die
i hurt so much that sometimes,i dont wish to think anymore
seeing u getting weaker n weaker...have u ever imagined how horrible i felt?it is e worst feeling. i dont know what is e cause of ur hopelessness,yet i feel strangely guilty
i lay awake at nights thinking about you. worry for fear of a single msg to hear u worsening. i truly care. y do u keep pushing me away? hasnt these five years, i proved tat i wanna stand by u.to rlly hold u n make u forget everything that hurts u. bt y wont u let me?
i <3 u...i rlly do.
luvangel2003 believed today at 3:22 AM
