Thursday, February 03, 2011
Its cny period.i simply cant find anythg to do.i hate cny,with its emphasis on reunion dinner.togetherness,blabla...what can i do when e onli family i hav w me is my bro?
Went for dinner just now.feels weird.as if i am out of place.amidst all e families there.i wanted to just grab my bro n run.run n spend it ourselves,instead spending cny among e reminders of e brokenness.
I tried to recall hard.what was cny like when i was young?it held a special meaning,i rmb.but i cant rmb anythg else.nvr spent cny for 10 whole years w my complete family.how am i supposed to feel?
luvangel2003 believed today at 2:06 AM
