after reading drew's blog yesterday, a lot of different feelings came rushing in. a sense of purpose, an embarrassment, some tinge of despair, but mostly hope. somehow after you left, life became much boring, something that i don't really look forward to. yesterday, i was thinking...maybe i can make it after all. maybe there is happiness waiting for me somewhere. maybe i can change things. it is this hope that keeps me awake (Although i don't wish to still be awake at 3am!). i need to make new resolutions. new goals. something for me to strive forward to :) thanks drew!
luvangel2003 believed today at 2:45 AM
