i dunno...in a relationship, i learnt not to get my hopes too high up...not to trust others so whole-heartedly, not to cling on other people too hard...but i dunno why also, after i get hurt every time, i will commit the same mistake and in the end, i will get hurt all over again...new wounds keep overlapping on the old ones that haven't fully healed...and there...the scar remains. old wounds...new wounds...4 days left, why he have to do that???to make letting go easier later on???
i wanna hate my prince...refuse to reply to your sms-es or chats, refuse to see your smile, your back...i wanna stop dreaming of you...cos in my dream, you seem so sweet. but when i woke up, i realise that i'd only been living in a dream and here i am, forcefully thrown back into reality...i wanna stop smiling at your silliness, your ignorance...but somehow, i cant. i am still living in la la land...i cant hate you... cos hating a person is too tiring...it consumes too much of my energy...
no, i dun hate u cos of ur ignorance, your unfriendliness....cos u show me care in the least obvious ways...i wun hate u...move on, love...i will always be waiting...right here at where you have left me...you will always be my first...first guy, first heartbreak, first person hu hav hurt me but i trusted so much...
i will pick u the pieces tt u hav left n i will move on...bt the moments...i won't regret it. e most beautiful moments of my life...if i could turn back time, i would hav chosen the same path...fall in love with you all over again...spend our moments all over again...get hurt all over again...i will go thru' everything again...willingly...thanx love for being a part of my life :)Labels: HURT, itsyouagain, lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:42 PM
