Wednesday, October 03, 2007
hehex...i am strong! i am sure i'll be able to get thru' all these...heartbreaks, promos...all are nothing compared to what i'd been thru' previously: separation from parents, "abuse" by my bro few years back, fighting alone against my guardian...these are just mere setbacks, compared to cockroaches. what's a few things that make me cry? well...i may be a crybaby...but these are only minor things that makes me cry for one or two days...compared to other things that make me want to cry for alot alot of nights...i can be strong...
"gal, you can do it, i noe you can" ^^, love youdearie...thanx for allLabels: i love you but you ignored me, itsyouagain, lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 11:18 PM
i dunno...in a relationship, i learnt not to get my hopes too high up...not to trust others so whole-heartedly, not to cling on other people too hard...but i dunno why also, after i get hurt every time, i will commit the same mistake and in the end, i will get hurt all over again...new wounds keep overlapping on the old ones that haven't fully healed...and there...the scar remains. old wounds...new wounds...4 days left, why he have to do that???to make letting go easier later on???
i wanna hate my prince...refuse to reply to your sms-es or chats, refuse to see your smile, your back...i wanna stop dreaming of you...cos in my dream, you seem so sweet. but when i woke up, i realise that i'd only been living in a dream and here i am, forcefully thrown back into reality...i wanna stop smiling at your silliness, your ignorance...but somehow, i cant. i am still living in la la land...i cant hate you... cos hating a person is too tiring...it consumes too much of my energy...
no, i dun hate u cos of ur ignorance, your unfriendliness....cos u show me care in the least obvious ways...i wun hate u...move on, love...i will always be waiting...right here at where you have left me...you will always be my first...first guy, first heartbreak, first person hu hav hurt me but i trusted so much...
i will pick u the pieces tt u hav left n i will move on...bt the moments...i won't regret it. e most beautiful moments of my life...if i could turn back time, i would hav chosen the same path...fall in love with you all over again...spend our moments all over again...get hurt all over again...i will go thru' everything again...willingly...thanx love for being a part of my life :)Labels: HURT, itsyouagain, lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:42 PM
Friday, September 28, 2007
When she doesn't call you
[ Its because she's waiting for you tocall her]
When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]
When she push you or hits you
[ Grab her and don't let go ]
When she starts cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her
or a kiss and
A shut up works also]
When shes quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong/Or mess with
her. ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at my worst
[ Tell her shes beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[ Hold her and tell her everything
will be alright ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from
behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she like you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]
When she grab at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she look at you in your eyes
[ don't look away until she does ]
When she misses you
[ shes hurting inside ]
When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she say its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]Labels: between girl n boy, i love you but you ignored me, itsyouagain, LOVE, YOU
luvangel2003 believed today at 8:42 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
you know how true it is?
tat u r nvr alone no matter wat.
i realised how blessed i am...
my parents who are always so supportive of me,
you who is always there beside me (not physically but emotionally),
the friends i have-hui hoon, jayne, shannen, etcetc,
my love...
sometimes i juz feel so alone, but when i looked deeper inside of me, i found out that you'll always be there for me...
i am never alone...thanx.... :) lovelove
to you, our special day...7-11 ^^Labels: itsyouagain, lovelove, thanks
luvangel2003 believed today at 1:36 PM
