yeas...i tink i nid to start practising wise love...yeah thx for the advise :):) thx for being with me to support me...for your sake, i will prevent myself from getting hurt again =>
went for EXPLOSIVE SENTOSA with church ppl just now. E308 ROX!!! haha hexing was my group leader. he was SUPER enthu la! i am so amazed by him. he is always the object of sabo-ing. yet, he never scolded, he never complained. n most of all, i am amazed cos he has spiritual discipline. he really spend the time to pray. yah, the bridge betw god and men. he is spiritually very strong also :)
eh even tho i say so much good things abt him, i dont like him hor! as what people said. i plainly love him as a brother in christ :) but i also hav things to comment about him hor. he hor should learn how to better defend himself from attacks. yarh i think so :):)
okok tml have sch. gotta pack n SLEEP! dead tired... nites ppls :) nites E308...yufen i will say goodnite to u here ba, since i dont wanna disturb you thru the phone. sleep well :):) god be with you :):):) thx cell grp leader of E308...you really had made a great impact in my life!!!!!! :):) loves!!Labels: e308 ROX, jesus ROX, lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 9:20 PM
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
hehex...i am strong! i am sure i'll be able to get thru' all these...heartbreaks, promos...all are nothing compared to what i'd been thru' previously: separation from parents, "abuse" by my bro few years back, fighting alone against my guardian...these are just mere setbacks, compared to cockroaches. what's a few things that make me cry? well...i may be a crybaby...but these are only minor things that makes me cry for one or two days...compared to other things that make me want to cry for alot alot of nights...i can be strong...
"gal, you can do it, i noe you can" ^^, love youdearie...thanx for allLabels: i love you but you ignored me, itsyouagain, lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 11:18 PM
i dunno...in a relationship, i learnt not to get my hopes too high up...not to trust others so whole-heartedly, not to cling on other people too hard...but i dunno why also, after i get hurt every time, i will commit the same mistake and in the end, i will get hurt all over again...new wounds keep overlapping on the old ones that haven't fully healed...and there...the scar remains. old wounds...new wounds...4 days left, why he have to do that???to make letting go easier later on???
i wanna hate my prince...refuse to reply to your sms-es or chats, refuse to see your smile, your back...i wanna stop dreaming of you...cos in my dream, you seem so sweet. but when i woke up, i realise that i'd only been living in a dream and here i am, forcefully thrown back into reality...i wanna stop smiling at your silliness, your ignorance...but somehow, i cant. i am still living in la la land...i cant hate you... cos hating a person is too tiring...it consumes too much of my energy...
no, i dun hate u cos of ur ignorance, your unfriendliness....cos u show me care in the least obvious ways...i wun hate u...move on, love...i will always be waiting...right here at where you have left me...you will always be my first...first guy, first heartbreak, first person hu hav hurt me but i trusted so much...
i will pick u the pieces tt u hav left n i will move on...bt the moments...i won't regret it. e most beautiful moments of my life...if i could turn back time, i would hav chosen the same path...fall in love with you all over again...spend our moments all over again...get hurt all over again...i will go thru' everything again...willingly...thanx love for being a part of my life :)Labels: HURT, itsyouagain, lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:42 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007
When days turn into nights in my life,
he's the one who keeps the stars up in the skyLabels: lovelove
luvangel2003 believed today at 8:38 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
you know how true it is?
tat u r nvr alone no matter wat.
i realised how blessed i am...
my parents who are always so supportive of me,
you who is always there beside me (not physically but emotionally),
the friends i have-hui hoon, jayne, shannen, etcetc,
my love...
sometimes i juz feel so alone, but when i looked deeper inside of me, i found out that you'll always be there for me...
i am never alone...thanx.... :) lovelove
to you, our special day...7-11 ^^Labels: itsyouagain, lovelove, thanks
luvangel2003 believed today at 1:36 PM
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